it's all about him. :)

Assalamualaikum and salam sayang semua :)

Huh, Alhamdulillah, Haneul selamat smpai kat negeri timur ni, finally! Haha.. Tapi Haneul alone right now, sebab tgah tunggu kawan Haneul smpai :)

Cepat sampai wehh. Haneul laparrr! Haha..

Okayyy. Entri kali ni, all about him. hehe. What's happening Haneul?? Cakap takk suka die, sekarang? Haihhh. Entahlaaa. He've just made me..emm, happy? Mungkin ape yang die buat tu, cuma untuk suka2, but whatever it is, he did make me smile, cry and angry. Die bukan yang jenis Haneul nak. Jauh sekali. Jauh sgt3. Haneul nak someone yang alim, baik.. Tapi dia? Sebaliknyaaa. He's a very3 bad boy. But the same bad boy that make me smile and feel pleased. 

Die promise something yang bagi die sgt2 susah. Die promise  untuk ubah diri die, for my sake, for himself and for his family. But, still, why I'm in the first place? Haneul taknak jadi sesiapa yang istimewa dalam hidup die. Haneul nak die berubah sebab kan saudara sesama Islam. Haneul kesian tengok dia terpesong jauh. Tu je. 

Tapi, Haneul rasa comfort dgn dia. Hehe. Agaknyaa sebab tak pernah berfeeling2, tu yang happy semacam bila ade orang care sikitt. :p Haneul ade mintak dia belajar balik cara2 solat, mana tauu, nanti boleh jadi imam pulakk, haha :p. Dia jawab, die akan cuba and dlm masa yg sama dia  jugak akan tggu untuk jadi imam dlm hidup Haneul. I just can cry. Ade ke orang yg betul2 rasa mcm ni sekali kat Haneul? 

All the bad things in this world, he did. He drink, he's having girl, playboy, smoke, clubbing, what else? Semuanyaaa dia, tapi kenapa pulakk la boleh sangkut ngan Haneul? haishh.Musykil2.. Die ckp sebelum ni, die xpernah, never say sorry to any girl, pujuk? Jauh sekali.., Haneul laa satu2 nya girl yg die pernah say sorry dan pujuk. Betul atau tak? Allah je yang tauu. 

Whatever it is, you gave me the experience,you let me feel how it feels to be loved. And for me, the way you love me, is just the most sweetest thing that i've ever had in my life.. No matter who you are and what you have become, i have to admit, you are the first. But still, I'm not excepting anybody, and I don't want you to fall for me. Fullstop.